I arrived in the county town today. I thought I'd visit my old high school, but when I got there, I found it wasn't the same school anymore. It's become a completely different middle school. I remembered how I used to sneak out to internet cafes every day during lunch and dinner. To play Dungeon Fighter Online (DNF). Because I'm not smart enough to learn academic subjects. I could only channel my anxiety into games. Every day during class, I'd study how to allocate skill points, fantasizing about combos. During lunch break, I'd rush to the internet cafe to see if it worked. Looking back now, it was quite fun. Now, I'm also not smart enough to learn trading, so I'm stuck with losing positions, adding to them, tweeting, and playing games to relieve my anxiety, waiting to break even. This article is sponsored by @bcgame