January 1, 2026: Stay humble, face the "facts": Never started a business since 30! Daily living expenses average 2,000! Income has always been negative, but I've never worried this much! Life has never been "unhappy," and I have no memories of it! In the first thirty years of my life, I got everything I wanted! The second thirty years of my life? I'm thinking about my future partner, my boyfriend! I really want to say: Choosing the crypto world was definitely a mistake. If I had another chance, I would definitely come back! This loss of 200,000 USDT is equivalent to over 1.5 million USDT! This is not an excuse. Give me 200 USDT, and my goal is a nine-figure sum! This is not a reason; my ability is at least enough to create a "Dreamer"! This is just a simple… crypto market observation. $SOL