This year has quietly changed my life. I could disappear at any moment, or I could continue to exist. There's so much I want to write, but it's not appropriate for hongkongdoll to express it. I don't even know who I am anymore. A person's first 0.1 meter is halfway to 1 meter. Their first 1 meter is halfway to 10 meters. They're not lying to me. If you ask me what I want to do next: I think...